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Dysphoria

by Cameron Evesque Davis

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A song about my gender dysphoria.

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My body feels wrong
like it never has before
but maybe that it did
and I was never really sure

I didn't have the words
to describe the things I felt
Like I didn't fit the puzzle
Was I a man or something else?

Now I sit there staring deep
into my eyes in the bathroom mirror
and beg to press the tilde key
and bring up the real life character creator

It brings me pain
To see myself
Some days are better
some are worse
But all I wish
Is an easy fix
but nothing's easy
that's the curse

I feel so bad
I want to cry
I hate this form
this fucking lie
so should I change
or Should I not
I'm scared to lose
the good I've got

I wanna be new
I wanna be different
wanna be me
wanna be free (DYSPHORIA)
I wanna be me
I wanna be happy
fuck this damn Dysphoria!

If I start changing
what will happen
Will I get to who i am?
It's HRT
My friends are on it
they've found themselves
it's not a scam

the risks involved
they scare me so
but maybe then
i'd fin'ly grow
i wish it were
an easy choice
but it's not
so i'll use my voice

I feel so bad
I want to cry
I hate this form
this fucking lie
so should I change
or should I not
I'm scared to lose
the good I've got

I wanna be new
I wanna be different
wanna be me
wanna be free (DYSPHORIA)
I wanna be me
I wanna be happy
fuck this damn Dysphoria!

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released April 19, 2024
composed, produced, and performed by Cameron Evesque Davis

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Cameron Evesque Davis Chicago, Illinois

Multi-talented composer and producer based on Chicago. I create an eclectic mix of genres.

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